September192014
buffyshot:

@andrealynnloves Olympia Day 1! ❤️ let’s go! @bsnsupplements #bsn #olympia #50thOlympia

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@andrealynnloves Olympia Day 1! ❤️ let’s go! @bsnsupplements #bsn #olympia #50thOlympia

September172014
12AM

Feel’s

I cannot comprehend why in the world i am doing this… I know now that it is not about sex. Thank God! I think its maybe im scared that she is still holding back from me. That she is once again not going all in. Doesn’t want to do this as much as i do and is going to ruin my emotional state once again.

I just feel like this is the last emotional and physical boundary we have to cross and once this is done somehow we will be complete. I know that sounds weird but sex is just whatever. I want all of her everyday. Especially her demons and insecurities and fears. I want to help her help herself. Maybe i ask so much because i would give everything for her. Luckily i am being as much of a gentleman about it as i can. Because if i felt like i was pressuring her overtly and horribly i would prob be disgusted with myself.

I love this girl and i want to marry her. She is so incredibly beautiful and smart and funny and there are so many words that i could use to describe her, but they all seem to fall short of what i feel about her. She is my oneness. I was happy before knowing her, happy after losing her, and now im just incredibly happy all the time when i see or am with her. She evokes an immediate physical reaction whenever we touch… Regardless of placement. Everything comes into clear focus. I somehow want to be better for her. I may not always fulfill that but i want to! And that is something that nobody else has brought me.

I want to show her the world! We could go so many places! See so many things!  I want to show her where i grew up. Show her all the amazing things the world has to offer and experience them together. Then we could have amazing kids and my life would be complete. What else do i need at the end of the day other than her love? What else could compete with that? Nothing…

I am being a jackass because i keep bringing up this fucking sex bull shit. If i cannot be honest with myself than i have no right in even talking with her. Although i have been completely honest with her about everything right from the beginning… I guess i just have to wait for her to feel good in her skin and at peace. Then we can move from there…

I love this girl. I just wish that we could both be on the same page for more than five minutes.

12AM
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“7 Billion smiles, and yours is my favorite.” (via forever-and-alwayss)

(Source: renovador, via forever-and-alwayss)

12AM
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“Life is a book and there are a thousand pages I have not yet read.” ― Unknown (via psych-quotes)
12AM
“The hours between 12pm and 6am
have a funny habit of making you feel
like you’re either on top of the world,
or under it.” Beau Taplin || the hours between. (via forever-and-alwayss)

(Source: psych-facts, via forever-and-alwayss)

September162014
9PM
“Books are the quietest and most constant of friends; they are the most accessible and wisest of counselors, and the most patient of teachers.” Charles William Eliot (via kushandwizdom)

More good vibes here

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